I would be the
first to admit that I have been lazy about writing and I could offer a slew of
excuses none of which would suffice the explain the lack of activity on this
blog. But sloth is not the topic of this discourse. It is another capital vice
- Greed.
While I was
finishing my undergrad, I was split between working for a HFT firm that
promised riches beyond my dreams, and going for a PhD in Math which at that
time seemed like a shot in the dark. I turned to my advisor for advice. In
typically equivocal manner that is a characteristic of all good teachers he
responded - "Take the greedy alternative. Do what seems like the best
thing to do right now, don't think too far ahead." I ended up choosing the
latter. Since then I have found myself reverting to those words several times
when in enveloped by self-doubt and on almost all occasions they have stood me
in good stead.
On my way back
from Delhi, I watched Wall Street: Money Never Sleeps. It was a fair way to
kill time on what would have otherwise been
a very boring flight. One of the memorable statements in the movie was by the
protagonist, Gordon Gekko - "Greed for the lack of a better word is a good
thing." I agree. It is greed that keeps the proletarians working day and
night. It is the lure of a better life that motivates students to slog and the
farmers to till their fields. Greed in its myriad forms provides us incentive
to push ourselves, and we all respond to incentives.
In fact I would
go as far as to say that greed is a virtue that focuses our attention to what
we desire the most and goads us to reach for it. Aside from its role as a
motivator I think it is quite a reasonable default strategy. One cannot predict the random-bits in the future but by doing the greedy
thing one can be assured of optimal results in the short-term.

